Panic Attack...

I awoke in a panic! I sat up. My heart was beating so fast, I thought I was having a heart attack. A heart attack? No wait! That can't be! I'm too young to have a heart attack. I laid my hand across my chest. I could feel my heart vibrating against my rib cage. 

Pushing the covers off my legs, I sat on the side of the bed. But wait. Something else is happening. I feel very weird; strange. 

OH GOD AM I DEAD??

I think I'm getting ready to die. Or have I crossed over already? I moved my arm. Something is pulling my spirit out of my body. 

GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!

My body isn't working anymore. My soul won't stay inside. It's seeping out! I can tell. I look around the room, everything looks strange. It looks like its in a different dimension than me. But everything is just like I left it. 

I walked to the bathroom. Try to do something normal my mind said. Then you will be able to tell if you are dying or not. I peed. (Sorry if that's too much info, but its true)!! LOL

Ok so that feels normal. Is my soul still trying to escape my body. Um..maybe now not as much. But I still feel weird and off. I still feel like I'm in another dimension. My beating heart has eased a little bit. I'm really scared. I'm going to ask my dad to pray for me. 

I walked to his room, lightly touching him on the shoulder. "What?" he asked.
Dad I feel weird will you pray for me? I feel like my soul is leaving my body.
"Go back to your room and ask God to lift the spirit that's tormenting you!"

I walked back to my room with my head hung low. Will God hear me if I ask him? I thought my dad's prayers were much stronger than mine. Turning the corner to my room I got on my knees and kneeled to pray.

'Dear God, 
Please make this strange entity leave me alone. I am afraid!
Amen

Was that good enough? Did God hear me. Will he send my guardian angels to watch over me? I hope he does..



xoxo~